Wednesday, January 3, 2007 @ 5:40 am

The green eyed monster.

My name is CeCe.  And I sometimes think I’d like a penis. I just thought I’d let you know. :)   I also have a fascination for watching men on cam with their big cocks in hand… woot woo! I had the fortunate pleasure of seeing Scott stroke himself today.  Yowzers!. :)  

I don’t know why girls enjoy penis’ so much.  I’m not talking about the obvious fuck factor – I’m talking about just watching a guy play with it.  It’s sexy.  Take my word for it. :)   I also like to see a guy really getting into it – like stroking himself off really hard and then the words that come out of his mouth when he’s doing it.  :)   I think stroking your own dick must be like taking truth serum or something.  Suddenly the truth comes out of you.  Suddenly then you want my cute little ass to dominate you – or call you names – or force you to cum – or tease you by placing my panties on your face and making you cum on my yearbook picture.  (Hi Kevin! :) ). 

I’ve decided after tonight’s activities that I have some serious penis envy.

In other news, I found out that I also just have plain good old fashion envy in a pretty generous amount.  This guy that I like in more ways than I can admit for reasons I can’t get into right now – is doing calls with other girls on NF.  This isn’t a caller, people, so please get your heads out of fantasy land.  I know that all of you would PREFER to speak with me but sometimes you want to test the waters – and I don’t get jealous about it…much. LOL.  I’m talking about a real life friend of mine who I have been distancing myself from for many reasons…and recently finding out today that he calls girls on here to “relieve” himself.  I just know how I am on calls – and I want to have a personal relationship with each of my callers even though that may not be possible.  A bit of jealousy seers through my heart because I think of someone else possibly giving my friend that type of attention.  :(   Man… I hate being a girly about these types of things! I’m spoiled, right? What is worse and a bit fucked up when you think about it is: I feel jealous of the possibility of him being that close to someone like I’m starting to feel close to some of you – BUT I don’t feel too guilty about speaking to you like I do. Insane, yes?

Enough of that…

Sometimes I have serious penis envy.  I just think it would be far less complicated having a dick.  Maybe that is not the image some of you would like to have of me (or at least not that you would admit! lol!) But I feel pretty close to most of you and felt that I should share.  I’ll give 2 free minutes to the first 2 callers who let me role play being a guy to them – how about. :)   This isn’t a ploy for more money or calls – I’m making plenty, thank you, but I just really want to be a guy for a moment – and think that there has to be at least one guy who will agree to be my bitch for a call. :)   Think about it and let me know….

Have a great day and many kisses.

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