I think I would like to marry my hitachi wand.  You do know what it is, don’t you?  It’s a “massager” with a huge round head - that you place on your clit … or on any aching muscle (haha) and it delivers what can only be described as heaven.  The hitachi wand could put men out of business.  I’m telling you.

I usually play with my hitachi wand during my really hot calls.  Sometimes I don’t actually get a chance to take it out and use it which really makes me a bit sad - but most of the time I do get to use it.  The orgasms it delivers are quick - intense - and heavenly.  I’ll be using heaven and other variations of that word often when I mention my wand…get use to it!   Anyways … Why did I bring this up? Well - I brought it up because I just got done making the most intense recording with my wand.  It is so amazing that I really don’t even know how I can top it. 

I have been trying to make a recording of me playing with Mr. Hitachi Wand now for days.  Everytime I get ready to use it - something happens.  My friend Tara calls me - or Kylie calls me - or I get interupted by my family coming home suddenly - or the gardener comes and starts making more noise than is humanly possible while he mows the law… SOMETHING always has interupted me.  But not this time!!!  I finally finished the recording - and I actually came.  Not the fake little cum sounds that some people may make at the end of their recordings - but an actual real life can’t catch my breath god this feels so good I think I’m going to wet my pants real orgasm! 

I just have to wait for the damn thing to be approved.  So I want everyone who reads this to keep in mind that I have an alternative to the times/days where I am not available and you need a little CeCe fix…Check out the hitachi wand recording and be prepared to shoot a load.  I’m wondering if you’ll even make it thru the whole recording because my voice is shaking from the sensation of Mr. Hitachi Wand as soon as I start recording!  But I hope that some of you do make it to the big finish!  Let me know how you like it.

I seriously have nothing more to say.  I have that “god I just came and now I don’t want to do anything for a minute” feeling…

I’ll be on for a little bit.  If you’re “up” for it - and if I’ve recovered by then - give me a call and ask me to introduce the two of you.  The way he makes my little pussy clench and squeeze will probably make you as big of a fan as I have become…

My name is CeCe.  And I sometimes think I’d like a penis. I just thought I’d let you know.   I also have a fascination for watching men on cam with their big cocks in hand… woot woo! I had the fortunate pleasure of seeing Scott stroke himself today.  Yowzers!.  

I don’t know why girls enjoy penis’ so much.  I’m not talking about the obvious fuck factor - I’m talking about just watching a guy play with it.  It’s sexy.  Take my word for it.   I also like to see a guy really getting into it - like stroking himself off really hard and then the words that come out of his mouth when he’s doing it.    I think stroking your own dick must be like taking truth serum or something.  Suddenly the truth comes out of you.  Suddenly then you want my cute little ass to dominate you - or call you names - or force you to cum - or tease you by placing my panties on your face and making you cum on my yearbook picture.  (Hi Kevin! ). 

I’ve decided after tonight’s activities that I have some serious penis envy.

In other news, I found out that I also just have plain good old fashion envy in a pretty generous amount.  This guy that I like in more ways than I can admit for reasons I can’t get into right now - is doing calls with other girls on NF.  This isn’t a caller, people, so please get your heads out of fantasy land.  I know that all of you would PREFER to speak with me but sometimes you want to test the waters - and I don’t get jealous about it…much. LOL.  I’m talking about a real life friend of mine who I have been distancing myself from for many reasons…and recently finding out today that he calls girls on here to “relieve” himself.  I just know how I am on calls - and I want to have a personal relationship with each of my callers even though that may not be possible.  A bit of jealousy seers through my heart because I think of someone else possibly giving my friend that type of attention.    Man… I hate being a girly about these types of things! I’m spoiled, right? What is worse and a bit fucked up when you think about it is: I feel jealous of the possibility of him being that close to someone like I’m starting to feel close to some of you - BUT I don’t feel too guilty about speaking to you like I do. Insane, yes?

Enough of that…

Sometimes I have serious penis envy.  I just think it would be far less complicated having a dick.  Maybe that is not the image some of you would like to have of me (or at least not that you would admit! lol!) But I feel pretty close to most of you and felt that I should share.  I’ll give 2 free minutes to the first 2 callers who let me role play being a guy to them - how about.   This isn’t a ploy for more money or calls - I’m making plenty, thank you, but I just really want to be a guy for a moment - and think that there has to be at least one guy who will agree to be my bitch for a call.   Think about it and let me know….

Have a great day and many kisses.

It was a good year, wasn’t it? 

I hope everyone is enjoying the brand new start to a brand new year.  Whatever resolutions you have made - good luck in keeping them.  Just don’t make them too hard and you’ll be fine.  A lot of my friends make resolutions like - “Going to lose those last 5 pounds”.  Or “I’m going to join a gym this year.”  Or “I’m swearing off sugar.”  I make resolutions like, “I’m going to travel more this year.”  and “I’m going to take 6 trips to somewhere I have never been and do something that I’ve never done while on the trips.”  Why make a resolution about work.  Isn’t that what we do every day any ways?  blah.

So it has been a few days since I’ve written.  I feel almost guilty.  New Years Eve Day was very busy though.  I had to help my family get the house ready for the New Years Eve Party - had to get food on the table and snacks and things - and then I hired myself as the bartender for the group! Yippee.  My family thinks I’m pretty responsible - so they didn’t think I would be taking part in the drinking of the margaritas I made - but I did manage to sneak in a few small glasses of them while no one was looking.

I’m getting ahead of myself though… *smiles*.  Let me back up for a moment. 

Every year we throw a neighborhood/friends party.  Most of the time it’s family of girlfriends of mine I had growing up - and then a few neighbors we’ve known forever and things like that.  I was going to go out with a few friends but they were going to be drinking and my family told me I wasn’t to be driving around on NYE due to the accidents and drunk people ect ect.  So I stayed home and invited a girlfriend over to keep me company.  Stace and I have been friends FOR-EVER and she’s pretty much my twin.  We were born the same year - just a few months difference in age - and she is brunette while I am… well - you know.   Blonde.  We both were in cheer together, on dance teams together, and we basically are carbon copies of one another cept for the hair color.  She came over with her mom and dad and we immediately went into the kitchen to serve the drinks.  One for them - one for us.  One for them - one for us.  Pretty soon we were noticing that we were giggling a bit more than normal and I think my Uncle noticed, too, and told us to go and set up the Karaoke.  The men went into the garage to play pool and the women sat around inside the house for awhile and talked until they were done.  Then all the guys came in.  There were a lot of men, too.  A few friends of my family - neighbors - then Stace’s mom and dad. 

I have spoken a few times to popop (a dear caller) about how a lot of my friend’s fathers have the hots for me.  They are always making the move on me and speaking inappropriately to me when they are not in the ear shot of their wives or my relatives and last night was no exception to the rule.  Rick started instantly.  Telling me how cute I looked in my NYE outfit.  I was wearing a simple jean skirt that was mini in length, black high heel boots that came over my knee - and a off the shoulder sweater with a big black thick belt.  My hair was up in a little pony tail that I curled into ringletts.  I looked pretty cute.  I knew I did.  BUT - when Rick left that night and went to give me a hug (He was off to another party….) he went to kiss me on the cheek (I thought) and then when I turned my head so he could kiss it - he grabbed my face - looked me in the eye and said, “Nah uh, babygirl.  Not on New Years Eve!” and kissed me RIGHT ON THE LIPS in front of everyone.  It was a long kiss, too, followed by an even longer hug.  I definitely felt something “move” and I know that he was a bit excited.  He winked at me - patted me on the butt and walked out with his wife. 

Can you believe it? I know!  I couldn’t even believe it and I was there!  I was really excited, but I didn’t want to say anything to Stace - especially since she thinks my fascination with older daddy types to be really offensive and sick and twisted. (she may be my “twin” - but she definitely doesn’t have the same KINK as I do - poor thing!).

So after that little encounter, we sang karaoke - and I sang “like a virgin” and the machine/program that we use for Karaoke can grade you after the song.    I got a perfect score of 100!!!!  I was so good.  VERY convincing as Madonna squirming across the floor touching myself while singing, let me tell you!!!!

After the party and the countdown and the confetti guns and stuff - we stayed up for another hour or so and everyone went home.  Even Stace.  I was so wound up and horny that I immediately logged on to see if I could get any calls.  There were quite a few girls on but no one that I recognize so I was a bit skeptical - but I got about 5 good calls - and was able to use my little (not so little) vibrator and bring myself off about 6 times while talking to them!  I LOVE this job.

I’m still a bit beat (even after sleeping for about 5 hours later this morning) - but I’m logged on to see if there is any action.  Maybe you all are watching football and won’t be able to play until after the game - I don’t know.  If you are awake though - and tomorrow is a regular work week for you, why don’t you give me a call and relax before going back to the 9-5.    I can help you bring in the new year with a “bang”.  Bleck.  If that wasn’t the MOST over used phrase of the year right there!!

Hope you had a safe celebration and Happy Happy 2007 to us all!