Sometimes I feel like a brat.  Being the only girl in my family sort of gave me a license to be one – but sometimes my brattiness takes over and goes above and beyond what is called for.  I realize this.  Realizing a fault doesn’t necessarily mean that it (the fault) can be corrected.  But I am taking the first step by admitting it.  Hi.  My name is Celina.  And I am a brat.

I’m a brat in that sometimes when everything is going extremely well – I will find something that is …hmmm…the size of a hang nail, let’s say….and I will focus so hard on that hang nail that all the positive things fly out the window.  I could write more about that – but that would be pessimistic.  And the title of my post is … yeah!  OPTIMISM.

So – only good things from the cheerful CeCe.  The bratty post that is threatening to overcome all good intentions to do otherwise – will be silenced.

Good news:  I have come back home.  My trip home was safe.  I have all my luggage – I am well albeit a bit tired, and I have wonderful memories of great times spent with dear sweet friends, well hung, energetic and enthusiastic men, and some of the best food I have ever wrapped my young sweet tongue around.  yeah.  Food and sex to me are synonymous.  And I had plenty of both. Ssssh.  Don’t tell my mommy and daddy on me! (and YOUKNOWWHO knows that I’m talking about HIM!!)  I left the country and sailed the ocean blue (sometimes brown….damn – negativity reigns its ugly head!) and flirted my way across the ship and thru many stewards, waiters, and personal attendants.  I spoke to several people I never will see again in life (that IS a positive!!! lol!!!) and got a bit tipsy on some illegal consumption of alcohol.  I had THE trip of a lifetime and I can not wait to cruise again.  My next one will more than likely be to the tropics, I think.

Good news is that I came home and received a few calls from a few people I have not had the pleasure of speaking to before.  I met a dear friend before I left for the cruise, too, who I have a present for…(you need to email me hun for the additional information I will need in order to ensure you get it…).  But back to a new caller today: Pinky.  Pinky pinky pinky…you have warped your way into my heart faster than bad water in Mexico works itself into the intestines! (lol! – I can’t help it – the analogy was there just waiting to be used!!) You, my dear, are a freak.  And I have to say – the freak in you absolutely is in sync with the freak in me.  I can not wait until our next call/s.  The feedback you left was also very very sweet.  In lieu of an event that I can not speak about in this post about OPTIMISM – you completely filled my heart with joy.  Seriously.  Thank you.  My other new caller appeared actually a week (or two?) before.  What I love about my little tattle tale ( ) is that he and I started off with a misunderstanding of sorts – and we cleared it up and ever since then I feel like he’s my buddy.  He watches over me (even though he IS a snitch!!) and lets me know that he’s paying attention to the things that I write and say.  BOTH of these callers have taken the time to get to know me – read about me – and converse with me as well as be tantalized and tantalize me in return.  These are the ingredients to a great call – whether with me or with any of the other anything goes flirts.  They (along with many many other great and wise callers of mine) should give lessons to some male customers, I feel.  It’s an honor to know customers like this!!

Good news is that I am back on and taking calls again!  My lines will be open tomorrow – but first I need to rest a bit.  I’m on alert me of calls – which means that you all can call me and I MAY answer.  If I do not answer – please arrange a call with me for later on this afternoon.  I just have to get my wits about me – my body is still remembering the sway of the ship (or is it the sway of the bed as I was getting pounded?!?) so I need to get my “land” legs…I am back though – and happy overall!

I will write more about the specifics and hilights of my trip in a few days.  My bed is calling to me in a most seductive voice and I’m going to be a cheap ho and give in to it and hope it respects me in the morning.  I think I’m so satisfied and exhausted I may even drool a little bit. 

Yeah.  I said it.  Drool is sexy…How is THAT for optimism?

I am so excited!  I – and my dear dear sweet sweet friend “Lucy” and a host of others…(a boy I will more than likely fuck and a host of older possibilities!) are mere hours away from my very FIRST cruise E-V-E-R!! I have spent this whole week preparing for the festivities.  I was a bit scared at first that I wouldn’t have a nice time – or that I wouldn’t have saved up enough money to have a great time – but thanks to all my loyal fans and new found lovahs (hehe) I will have plenty of cash-ola to make this trip a success.  I mean, I could always have more…but things could have been much worse for me.  What other job could I have where I could not only AFFORD to take a trip for 5 days – but also be allowed to ask for that time off?!

I will be going around California enjoying the coast – swimming in the pool in my new bikini, tantalizing all the old men who are there with their fat, unattractive wives (oops – did I write that outloud???!!!) and dressing up and going on little tours with the other happy people on Royal Carribean!  I can not wait I can not wait I can not wait. 

So a few of you may be asking yourselves right now  – “CeCe!!! What in the world are you doing up so late?!  Shouldn’t you be getting lots of rest?” To which I would answer you, “No, silly Mister!  Tonight is for tying up loose ends, being on line to catch all you poor men who have to work this week before I take off – Packing and curling my hair for the big take off – and making sure my listings are all in order. Besides – I’m young.  I don’t need much sleep, silly old man!!” *wink*

Speaking of listings – as I was updating my pictures that were VERY late! (sorry about that… I would run a special because of my negligence, but I am not.  Reason following….) I realized a HUGE mistake!!!  HUGE mistake that probably cost me … I don’t know – at least 100 bucks – if not more.  All the pictures – all 5 of the pictures for January – were linked incorrectly.  Yeah.  Don’t look surprised.  I know that at least 3 of you that are reading this are ACTING surprised only to erase the guilt that is underneath that feigned expression!!.  Basically what this all boils down to in non niteflirt language is this:  A few of you saw the pictures FIRST – and then decided NOT to pay.  If I had linked them correctly you would of had to pay FIRST – and thennnnnn you would have seen me in all my black and red sexy undie glory.  Hmph.  Well, tonight when I uploaded the new set for February – I fixed that little mistake quick fast and in a hurry.  Not that it will do any good – but maybe a few of you will do the right thing and have mercy on my cute little 18 year old BROKE ass and pay me what you owe me.  Looking at me isn’t free you dirty old men!!! *hehe*

I thought that I might have time to actually fix some things on this site as well.  But I don’t.  I have other things that are far more important at 2:51AM – the morning of my departure.  What I will say is:  If you find yourself missing me – and you need a quick cheap way to get off until I return – here are a few suggestions!

For all you anything goes men who like the idea of catching me playing with toys after school while you peek in on the action – listen to my recording of me and my Hitachi Wand.  I’m honestly surprised that you all haven’t heard it yet.  Only 5 people so far have even listened to it, I think, and it’s by far the best recording I have ever done.  Not that I’m a pro – but dang.  I CAME while masturbating with Mr. Hitachi Wand.  Can anything be hotter? (the answer to that would be NO!).  Here is a link to make it easier… Mr. Hitachi Man.  Listen to that.  I’m serious.  The second thing that you can do if you miss me is to simply go speak to a cutie – like me – who is sure to give you a good time.  Variety IS the spice of life, ya know!!! — Cuties!

So I will be back.  I have this whole week off, so I’ll be working off all my sexual left over energy on the phone Friday Evening, Saturday Evening, and Sunday.  Be sure to welcome me home like a good Captain should…

All Aboooooooooard!