Sorry to put a depressing note on an otherwise entertaining and fun blog – but I thought I’d let my callers (and friends) know that I lost a very dear friend this morning.  Now – many of you probably have “met” her – through the very faint barking in the background while on calls.  Some of my more naughtier calls have insisted on speaking directly about her in ways that *against the TOS of NF!!!*, too! *tsk tsk*.  I often can be heard yelling, “ENOUGH” while speaking to girlfriends and boyfriends alike – and if you saw my family – you would know that our house was run by a 4 legged bitch that would have any grown man pleading for mercy who dared EVER harm any one of us.  She was a very beloved pet, and I’m going to miss her.

I had the misfortune of finding her this morning – on my way to the shower – and before a scheduled call with my dear UR.  Poor UR – it seems we just can’t get together long enough for you to take advantage of me, again, huh?   Soon, darling.  Soon.

To see her laying there – motionless – was just too much for me to bear.  It was unexpected – sudden – and heartbreaking.  The only thing that makes me feel a bit better is the fact that she must have gone in her sleep. Quickly and Quietly – so as not to disturb any of us any longer.  I hate that she went alone. 

Well – as I would always say to M. when she would bark endlessly – “ENOUGH!”  Enough of this sad sad post – it is already the dawn following the heart break – and I have things to tend to and do and don’t have time to mourn and be sad.  I will, however, be taking the rest of the evening off.  I just can’t summon up the energy to talk about anything other than her right now – and that just wouldn’t make for a good call for most of you (!).  I will be back on this afternoon.  Don’t speak of it – if you happen to read this.  Just take some time to love up your pets – delight in them – and know that for however long they are sent to be with us – it will never, ultimately, be long enough if you are a pet/animal lover. 

And um – no.  I’m not looking for another doggy to replace Ms. M at this time.  I don’t even think I’m ready for a cat – wait – a kitten would be nice…but we’re not ready.  I could however be persuaded to turn my normally submissive temperment into a somewhat dominant one – and leash one of you up and take you for a stroll around the neighborhood.  Something about grief turns my normally submissive ass into a dominant one.  Be afraid.

Be very afraid.

Take care, loves.

So – I’ve been thinking up some ideas for the site, again.  I’ve wanted to make things a bit fun – and offer things that some of my callers ask me for often and somehow incorporate them into some specials each month.  A sort of customer appreciation move, if you will.  *wink*

This is what I have come up with

• Free recording offers.  These recordings would be offered here as a teaser (perhaps 3-5 minutes in length) in a downloadable file.  The full size version would be offered under my recorded listings on Niteflirt. The free recording offers would vary in size and detail according to my callers “status”.  Those who spend a lot of time (ie: money)  speaking with me would of course be at a greater advantage than the new person who might have called me once and is waiting for such a free offer! (lol).  The details haven’t been worked out completely – but I’m working on it.  Stay tuned.
• Buy 5 pictures – get 5 free offer.  Currently I offer 5 pictures on my niteflirt page – but during a specified month I will include 5 extra pictures at no additional cost.  Just my little way of saying “thanks”
• Custom Made Stories.  I love to write.  I love writing poetry, I love writing short stories, and I love writing novels.  I doubt that you will want to pay for a novel (lol) especially when you can just come to my site and read my novels (diary entries) for free, right? !  I will be offering free custom made stories to my callers for their eyes only.  This offer will be good for 1 custom made story – and an invitation to submit ideas for the stories will go out to those callers who, again, have “earned” it.  Sorry – I don’t have time to write stories *for free* to anyone – so this is just for my special friends!   I will also be selling custom made stories at a later date for those who don’t qualify for the free offer, or for those who wish to have additional stories after their free offer has been redeemed.

So – that’s 3 months of specials. By the 5th of each month I will be announcing which special is in affect – and how you can qualify to take part.    I’m SO excited about this!!

But wait, I hear some of you exclaiming, What about THIS month, CeCe?!  Will there be a special for March?  Oh yes there will, dear caller!!  And this is what the special is:

This month is March Madness.  And March is … well – St. Patty’s day Month, yes?  Any caller who calls me up and either 1. Sings a nice little irish jig/tune for me or 2. Speaks to me for about 1 minute in a nice Irish brogue – will get 2 free minutes towards their next call with me.  yup.  All you free minute seekers (and thankfully I don’t have many!!!) this is YOUR chance!!!!  Woot Wooo!! 

But wait, there’s more!

How well do you know me? Do we speak practically ever day?  Do you have my name tatooed on your hiney?  Do you dream, eat, and breathe CeCe and aren’t ashamed to admit it?  Do you read my diary every day – even if that means re-reading entries from last week because I haven’t updated in like forever?  Yes? Then you may want to take the following test.  Call me up, reveal your answers to me – and if you pass (that is – if you get at least 7 out of 10 correct) you will get free minutes off of your next call with me.  Some of the answers are located right here in my diary.  Some are not.  You can even call me up on the phone and ask me the questions located in the quiz directly – and I will give you all the answers!  How easy is THAT?  Pretty darn easy!

Here is the quiz!

1. CeCe is short for what?
2. According to my orthodontist, who loves me, I will have to wear braces for how long?
3. My Father’s job is what?
4. My favorite toy to play with on my calls is what?
5. My wishlist has alot of what on it? (no – stuff is not an answer!)
6. I have one very best friend in the world – what is her name?
7. I have another very sweet friend who also works on niteflirt and is “barely” legal, too.  What is her name?
8. I’m going to school to become what?
9. I work another job in a gym.  What do I do there?
10. I live at home with my parents.  True or False?

There you have it!   Good luck!

 

One should never take blessings for granted.  It seems that as soon as you settle in and get cocky – life comes along and takes you down a few notches as a reminder of your own fallabilities.  I like that word.  Fallability.  Anyways – I have had moments like that in relationships – mostly boyfriends.  You settle in – and go along for the ride and just assume that the hard work is over and then WHAM!  Something happens that reminds you that you aren’t as irreplaceable as you realized.  It’s an example – stay with me.  

Lately I’ve been well aware of the hard work and drive it takes to keep up with anything be it school, work, friendships, niteflirt, etc.  I’ve allowed myself a few moments of pleasure – but mostly I’ve just felt lucky.  This post is yet another one of those posts where I just have to brag about the great callers and friends I have who choose to spend their time and paychecks (lol!) on little ole me.  I gotta let those who adore me know just how much I appreciate and adore them back.  Not because I’m afraid of losing them if I don’t.  More because I’m afraid of never getting the chance to show my gratefulness.

I was busy ALL day today.  It started shortly after I wrote my last post, and continued on until morning.  Then once morning settled in, I was doused again in calls until I left for my ball class – and got my butt whipped by an annoyingly hyper and perky torturer/trainer.

My special playmate and fantasizer Joe called me and again we had one of the best mutual masturbation/fantasy session I have had the pleasure of having.  Those who I can speak about here – just have that special connection with me (as I’ll expound upon in later paragraphs…) that just make masturbating and cumming that much nicer.  Now feedback is nice – don’t get me wrong.  It’s kind of like getting flowers on a date, ya know?  You don’t really expect it, but when you get some you’re really genuinely touched and treasure it for as long as it lasts (for Roses this means a week or two before they die – feedback: until a negative comment comes along and causes a bit of self doubt to an overly sensitive ego – LOL!).  Joe not only leaves feedback, but also takes the time to write sweet appreciative emails thanking me for my time, and letting me know how special I am.  It’s some of the sweetest pillow talk I’ve had the pleasure of swimming in in a while.  So thank – you, Joe! From the bottom of my over flowing with thankfulness heart!

Then my very special Uncle Randy called me and spoke to me about school – and life – and offered not only a shoulder for me to lean my weary body on for a minute (or 60!) but also assistance.  This offer came to me not because of a cleverly written ad, or even with a fantasy in mind, but the genuine kindness of a dear sweet man who wants only great things for me.  Oh – and a nice young thing to take care of him in his days of retirement.  U.R. and I have a great relationship blooming – and even though my stubborness and independent nature stress things a bit – he’s always there with a kind word/email or call to encourage me and put me on my feet again.

And then there is Kevin – who delights in pleasing me and swims in my voice and encouragement.  He also takes the time to email me after the call and thank me again for being there – even though he doesn’t need to; his calling me is thank you enough!

My little panty boy who calls me when he wants to get caught with his hand inside my panty drawer, my new morning fling who should be calling any minute to hear what naughty fantasies I’ve done so far – and to repeat one with him (with a little variation!) and my naughty next door neighbor also called me last nite so I was – again – VERY busy!  I had a great great time and I swear “Mr. Hitachi Man” is probably at the labor board complaining about long hours with no breaks! *wink*

To all of you who I mentioned – and the many others not named here – THANK YOU! so very much for starting March off with a huge long lasting thrusting and wet BANG!

Wowzers!

p.s.  So yeah – my lack of updates thus far can be blamed on the afore mentioned people.  Pretty dang hard to work on anything site related with a big humming Hitachi wand on my pussy!  

I can’t believe my 3 month anniversary is coming up!  It’s been almost 3 months since I joined niteflirt!  Time flies when you’re having fun, huh? (and I am most definitely having fun!)

I’m sure by now most of my readers know that I struggle with time management.  I have so many things that I want to do – and I have so little resources (it seems) in order to complete my many tasks.  I decided that this month is do or die.  In a month I will be attending school at a local college and then my time will surely be limited! Homework, papers, classes – and teachers to seduce get acquainted with…all these things will take time away from my play time with you.  So yes, this is definitely do or die time.  The crunch is on – and I must rise to the occasion. 

The first thing I need to do is get my picture package updated so that I can have it up and posted and ready for sale by the 5th of this month.  I was a little late last month and I vowed to never let that happen again.  The next thing I need to do is work on the recordings I’ve been promising now for the past few weeks.  I have a little bit of private time tomorrow in which to work on them – and so I hopefully will have them approved by the middle of next week (provided I get them finished by this afternoon…).  And finally – but not least – I need to finish this site.  I have a few pages I want to add – and I need to bite the bullet and figure out what the hell is going on with my comments.  *sigh*.  If all else fails, I will have to hire someone to do it for me.  I’m tempted to just do this straight away and save myself the aggravation of permissions and uploading and all that other stuff that just makes my little head hurt.  I’m terribly afraid of screwing things up here, too.  *sigh*.  Along with the updated front page to this site that I need to complete, I also will be updating my home page on niteflirt.  I like things to be matchy matchy – so I will make the homepage match the interior design of this diary.  I have everything made, it’s just a matter of uploading it and making sure everything looks alright. 

That’s the “madness” for me. 

The fun madness for you, however, is a bit more exciting and appealing!    Along with the website I have a few more things in store for you.  I have a few ideas I’ve been mulling around and decided that maybe what I will do is have an area just for my “special” customers.  These will be those customers who are not only “regulars” – but great fantasy playmates for me – as well as those who go the “extra” mile be it with feedback, gifts, or the occasional email just asking me how my day is going.  After the cruise I realized just how exciting great customer service is – and I thought that maybe I could arrange to impliment a few customer service ideas of my own for this site.  

I really hate “promising” things that I can’t deliver on – so I will keep you abreast of the developments of all the plans I’ve discussed so far.  Please be patient with me – and don’t lose faith.  I really DO appreciate all you have done for me to make the first 3 months on niteflirt a success – and I not only want to continue doing well for myself – I also want to make sure I keep you all satisfied and happy and um… “cumming” back for more.

I’ve had a few bad rough days here lately… (personally – nothing in regards to nf or callers…) and I found that reading some of the things that you all say to me in my feedback does wonders to improve my mood.  Most of the time it’s just the sweet sentiment that causes me to smile – but other times it’s just pure sillyness on your part that makes me giggle!  I thought I would share a few of the funnier/sweeter messages I’ve received as of late.

• CeCe is a case of answered prayers. She can go right into a fantasy roleplay with little or not setup and stay in character and just go with the flow until I am drained and my panties are full of warm vanilla pudding. Look no further guys…there IS a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow! 
• This girl is amazing. Made me blow my load again. I can’t stay away. She is so sweet and really wants to please. She can move fast or take things slow and easy for a fantastic build up. Either way she is one of a kind. 
• (as a response to some rather negative feedback – my sweet darling photographer wrote this) I AM discriminating. And as probably the most discriminating person among us, I can say -without question -that this young lady can make your prick feel like there’s a stick of TNT inside it and she just lit the fuse…..so stand back and let it rip, baby!!!! Five stars?…..better come up with anothet system, this girl makes “stars” obsolete…..thanks honey…. 
• call her. Or send me your money so that I can. Don’t miss her. 

*warm fuzzies* Isn’t that some of the sweetest stuff you’ve ever heard?  No wonder I feel so lucky to be able to play and cum with such horny, naughty and articulate (lol!) men!!! Thank you all for the lovely gifts, compliments, mornings and evenings you’ve given to me.  This month I look forward to giving a little bit (more) back to you as a token of my friendship and appreciation. 

Happy March!!!