Sunday, April 22, 2007 @ 11:57 pm

hello… is it me you’re looking for?

I am so sorry. I really have nothing of great importance to say. Or I should edit that to read: I really have nothing of great importance I’d LIKE to say - because I’m sure somewhere in the cobwebs of my mind there is something worth while.

The past week has been a blur. It has literally been too much - and I pride myself with being able to do about fifty bajillion million things at once. I had TOO much on my plate - and not a big enough appetite to consume it all. I think there is still a bit too much on my plate - but I’m trying my best to balance a bit more and see what I can eliminate. I didn’t think it was going to be niteflirt for the past couple of nites - but I’m sure my grades thank you for allowing me to have a moment away in order to study things like mountain ranges, heredity and DNA and RNA - and what the process of metabolism involves/is. My head feels - full. I wish there was a sex education class I could take. Not that I have to learn anything - but … um… yeah. At least I wouldn’t have to study as hard and I might have some familiarity with the subject matter… right? ;)

So I really don’t have much time - and I’m sorry that this is going to be one of those drive-by postings where I just throw things out there and hope that at least part of it sticks - but - I don’t have much time. Really. Didn’t I already say that? Thought so. :)

Soooooo…

I did do something I have been promising to do for … a month? No - it’s not pictures. LOL. I updated my schedule, though! :) You’ll find I have a page here on my site for my schedule. I also have it posted on my listings on NF (I tried looking at it though - and it didn’t show up there … so if you don’t see it just look up and click on the link called SCHEDULE - or over to the right under navigation there is a link to my schedule, too). Yeah me. I FINALLY did it. I don’t know how this schedule will work for me - but for now it feels good just having something in place. If I left it up to me this week to log in when I had a moment - it might never happen. So let’s see how this works, shall we? :)

Um - oh - before I forget - at the end of this week I will be house sitting. I’m SO excited. Hot tub, pool, and a house all to myself to do whatever I’d like. I’ll probably be sitting there studying most of the time - but when it’s time for me to play (as in play play play) on the phone - watch out!!! This might be by far the loudest sex I’ve ever had in my entire life (besides that one time in the hotel that one time…) so I’ll let ya all know when I’ll be there. It would be a good time to hear me go crazy with my toy! I just might make a few recordings while I’m there, too. Why not make a whole week of it, right? *wiggling eye brows up and down*

I gotta get to bed. It’s already 12:55 and I have a busy week ahead of me. Test on Tuesday - another on Saturday - and work work work in between. Take a look at my schedule page and then give me a call & help relieve me of some of my pent up tension, k? :)

Filed under: work, schedule, personal, life

3 Comments »

Comment by Nakapuppy

April 23, 2007 @ 9:00 pm

CeCe:
This post makes you seem….drained….or actually more like you’re trying to keep some sort of facade up for your faithful readers’ benefit…like one of those Hollywood movie sets where you walk through a doorway and there’s nothing but a bunch of 30lb. sandbags and 2×4’s.
FOCUS.
Whatever happened to that crush you had?

Comment by lucy

April 24, 2007 @ 2:39 am

Just stopping by to ask if you can tell our dear friend happy birthday.In all this craziness you call life lol you do remember its her birthday right cece?

Comment by CeCe

April 24, 2007 @ 5:51 am

NAKAPuppy:
Still have a crush - and hollywood sets? Illusions - at best. I know what you mean about the post, however. Sometimes I just check out though. I have an English teacher who tells me that some of my best stuff comes on the cuff of tormoil and grief for me. Sometimes it’s just plain exhausting to always be real and have my feelings out there in the open - remember what I said about having someone lick you so much that even touching yourself afterwards is painful - and not in the good way? Yeah. So this post was void and blank. I apologize. For friends like you who crave connection this post had to of been incredibly empty and lonesome to read. It’s just hard to be that real all the time - especially when fantasy sometimes is much easier.

Lucy:
I will definitely tell our mutual friend happy bday from you. I’m sure she’ll appreciate it! I almost forgot it my own damn self - so I’m glad you reminded me.

CeCe

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