So here is my new website/blog, etc. !! What do you think?

Now before I go any further I want to say that I am still the same fresh faced little teen that you have all grown to love, cherish and adore (lol!) - but I have grown up a bit and as time goes on I’m starting to settle into my own skin. “Whatever do you mean, CeCe?” you may be asking. Well, allow me to explain.

In the beginning I remember I felt a little intimidated by some of the girls who had been here (on Niteflirt) longer and knew the ropes of the business better than I. But I’m learning that what I don’t know business wise - I pick up quickly in regards to “customers”. Like, I know that it’s important to really have my heart in my work - and to really care about the customers that allow me to care about them. I know that part of my job is to make it not a “job” but more personal and um… maybe a labor of love (does that sound too contrived? I don’t mean it to…), but while not making it so much a JOB I also need to be dedicated and consistent in my work “habits”. So this site is more grow up for me because of that, too.

I also realized that I’m starting to really grow into my own. I’m making decisions that are best for me and not based so much on what others expect of me. I’m standing up for my decisions and also accepting that with that may come the need to apologize or do things in a different way. I guess I’m trying to say that I feel bold. I feel daring, and exciting, and as if I have a point of view that is not only worth expressing but also needs to be expressed.

So anyways - yes - this is a new look for me. Gone are the pinks and pastels and all the colors I love to wear and adorn myself in. In its place are colors like red, black and white. Strong forward colors that make no apology - and don’t even try to blend in. I think that this website best reflects where I’m at right now. Maybe at a later date I’ll return to a more traditional “barely legal” thing - but right now I’m enjoying the fact that I’m shaking things up a bit - and hope that you appreciate and love the new look, too.

:) Wow - that was very adult and professional explanation, huh?!

On a lighter note: YEAH!!! It’s finished - completed - and though there are a few little things that I need to do behind the scenes with my mama tee/designer - most of it is fit for human consumption - hence the grand opening here! Make sure you click on all the pretty little links above because there are some new things you may not have been aware of.

I have a gallery up, for example, and you can now actually see what you are buying. (blush). I know before with just random buttons you weren’t aware of what you were getting - but this way you can see what I’m wearing (for however a brief time!) and determine whether or not you have that set of pictures or not. I think you’ll appreciate the ease of the pictures much better this way. I know I do!!! I will have a story section up by the end of this week where you can get some custom made stories (if that suits you) or just some stories that have been invading my brain for a bit. You know I love writing - so if my writing brings you pleasure in the erotic sense, you’ll want to check out my stories for sure! I also will be adding additional recordings with some new software I found online - and I even created a short video clip that will be added sometime soon, too. I think when everything is set up my site will run so much more smoothly and will be an asset to my business - while making it easy for my customers to find out more about me or just get a CeCe fix.

Thanks for all the kind comments so far - and thanks again so so so much to my Designer/Bestest Friend Forever/2nd MaMa/Angel of Mercy (lol!) for doing this wonderful “re”(?)design for me. I can’t stop staring at it. I love you for all that you have done to create this, all you have “put up with” to make it happen, and beyond all that - your friendship. I know I’m not the easiest person all the time to befriend (Seriously - I’m not… I get hurt very easily - I tend to hold grudges when it’s not necessary - and I can be a bit “entitled” and take things/people for granted) - but I’m glad you’re able to let me know when I need to “grow” up - and love me INSPITE of all my shortcomings. You mean so much to me and I am truly BLESSED to have you as my friend.

*tosses the kleenex to the side*

Ok, then - back to business. I have so much to work on - but I also need to eat something. I’ve been up all morning and haven’t eaten a thing yet! Not a good thing. I know that a few of you may be wondering where the heck I am - now that I have no life for a few weeks - and the answer is: I’m doing stuff. (lol). I’ll be back on probably early evening for a bit. Not sure what plans I have tonight or if I’m up for anything other than getting some sleep and curling up and reading one of my new books.

I just had to give my heart (Tee) her own little “shout out”. You don’t really have to kiss her ass or anything - but a nice “congrats” on a great design would do wonders. (don’t take it too personally, Tee, if you don’t get many people saying anything. My readers mostly call to tell me their reactions to posts and don’t like putting themselves out there - so whatever comments I get I’ll just pass them on to you verbally. Yeah - that means you’ll have to answer your phone and take my calls for a LITTLE bit longer. hahaha!)