Comment by Tiffy

March 4, 2008 @ 7:06 am

“sssssh. Listen. Yeah – that’s a big fat nothing.”

OH! Well thank heavens it’s not you exhaling a big white cloud of smoky nirvana! HANG IN THERE CeCe! Would MUCH rather have you be delayed on a podcast than fall off the wagon.

“it seems that everything is trying my patience”

Amen sister! Why just this morning some co-worker was boring me with a job related issue until I casually poured my fresh cup of coffee (don’t worry it wasn’t Starbucks, just some office swill) on his lap. He’s now on the same page as others – keep away from Tiffy who’s DEALING with issues far more important than the fucking job!

I find myself idly sharpening pencils (you can’t smoke them, been there tried that) to a fine, penetrating point and have a pretty good idea of where the femoral artery is. Currently it’s a coin toss on who’s thigh is gonna ‘get it’ mine, or whomever is annoying me with THEIR problems. Where are you on that CeCe? I know you know of which I speak

I know, let’s rob a bank! That should take our mind off of things for a bit!!!

Oh Ill be a good boy, Please make me well
I promise you anything, Get me out of this hell

Cold turkey has got meeee … on the run!

Comment by MJ

March 5, 2008 @ 1:08 am

Hang in there CeCe. Not that I am a Doctor or anything, but Chantix is a wonderful drug. I smoked two packs a day for 21 years and quitting for me was not very difficult on the meds. I only needed to stay on the meds for a month. It was so worth it too me. Whatever method you use, just keeping doing it. I promise it will get better. Good luck CeCe and good luck to you to Tiff.

Comment by karlinlondon

March 5, 2008 @ 2:31 am

awww well how could i ever not forgive you? Everyone’s allowed a difficult day.

anyway, come sit on my lap, run your fingers on my chest and ask me if i can ‘hold on’ a bit longer xoxox

Comment by Tiffy

March 6, 2008 @ 9:35 am

“Whatever method you use, just keeping doing it.”

Can’t speak for CeCe but I’m using alcohol and heroin!!!

Seriously though, thanks for the kind words MJ everyday that I keep from killing someone is a good day! SIX of them now!

Comment by CeCe

March 10, 2008 @ 8:25 pm

Tiffy – you’re my salvation – you know that, don’t you?! This week is loads easier, isn’t it? (Pass the alcohol and heroin, by the way) xoxo times a trillion to the trillionth power.

MJ – Hey sweetheart. Though I’m not on the drug you’re talking about – I have heard only great things about it – and yeah – I’ve heard it works VERY well. So far the patch has been doing the trick – if only I could stop my addiction to sees candy butterscotch suckers and twizzlers I’ll be going places!! Thanks for the well wishes though – and sorry it’s taken me awhile to respond back to you. No smokes, Biology test on 8 chapters (atp, adp, photosynthesis, monomers, polymers, diffusion, etc) and trying to prevent my parents from killing one another has pretty much taken up any free time I had for a moment and I just needed a few days to regroup and breathe. All of that stress though and not ONE SINGLE CIGARETTE. How about that? Must of been your prayers and well wishes. Keep em coming – not quite over the hump yet but I can see it approaching fast! Big hugs and warm kisses.

Karl – I never thought I would be in this position with you – but *sigh* I think I’m fast approaching aren’t I? I’m not quite begging – but I am looking up at you with BIG HUGE blue/green eyes asking you to extend your mercy to me for just a bit longer. I PROMISE You you will be greatly rewarded. That is – if you haven’t opened up the little zip folder and indulged with out me. You haven’t have you? Havvvve you? Tsk Tsk Tsk.

Thank you EVERYONE for your great comments and support. I seriously could not do it with out you. Thank you – from the bottom of my soon to be pink again lungs.

CeCe