Comments on: One Foot In Front Of The Other http://ytwd.net/diary/2008/06/05/one-foot-in-front-of-the-other/ Fri, 18 May 2012 20:46:33 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.0 By: GuitarGentlyWeeps http://ytwd.net/diary/2008/06/05/one-foot-in-front-of-the-other/comment-page-1/#comment-30779 GuitarGentlyWeeps Sat, 07 Jun 2008 00:51:46 +0000 http://ytwd.net/diary/2008/06/05/one-foot-in-front-of-the-other/#comment-30779 My dear - I will never feel differently. I know what it is like to have to check out for a spell or several spells. No matter no one should ever be more important to you than you. If you will recall I did the same to you awhile back. I had to check out for a bit and get my head straight. When i did I came back and you were there with open arms (and legs - did i say that out loud?) and it meant so much. I feel I know the truer you and THAT is what keeps me around... Gently Weeps My dear – I will never feel differently. I know what it is like to have to check out for a spell or several spells. No matter no one should ever be more important to you than you.

If you will recall I did the same to you awhile back. I had to check out for a bit and get my head straight. When i did I came back and you were there with open arms (and legs – did i say that out loud?) and it meant so much.

I feel I know the truer you and THAT is what keeps me around…

Gently Weeps

]]> By: youknowwho http://ytwd.net/diary/2008/06/05/one-foot-in-front-of-the-other/comment-page-1/#comment-30772 youknowwho Fri, 06 Jun 2008 22:55:13 +0000 http://ytwd.net/diary/2008/06/05/one-foot-in-front-of-the-other/#comment-30772 you've dropped enuf hints our way so the diagnosis should be obvious for anyone who gives a damn --- so really C. you have absolutely nothing to explain. we are clients straining to be friends claiming more time from you than is really ours to lust after in the first bloody place. log in when you can, respond when you are able, write most definitely as often as you can (i bought you several journals ...use one!) and fuck everything, anything and anyone else! there is a book that explains all of this - complete with case studies - short enough to keep your attention and hopeful enough to --- well --- give you hope. i am sending it to you as soon as you place it on your wish list for me to purchase. i'll call and walk you through it so it will get done no problem. you are lovely, C. just the way you are. any improvements made will just make you even more so - but no less deserving, no less lovable. what you're hearing here (generally) is acceptance. take that and run with it. speak with you tonight, sweetheart. r. you’ve dropped enuf hints our way so the diagnosis should be obvious for anyone who gives a damn — so really C. you have absolutely nothing to explain. we are clients straining to be friends claiming more time from you than is really ours to lust after in the first bloody place. log in when you can, respond when you are able, write most definitely as often as you can (i bought you several journals …use one!) and fuck everything, anything and anyone else! there is a book that explains all of this – complete with case studies – short enough to keep your attention and hopeful enough to — well — give you hope. i am sending it to you as soon as you place it on your wish list for me to purchase. i’ll call and walk you through it so it will get done no problem. you are lovely, C. just the way you are. any improvements made will just make you even more so – but no less deserving, no less lovable. what you’re hearing here (generally) is acceptance. take that and run with it. speak with you tonight, sweetheart.

r.

]]> By: CeCe http://ytwd.net/diary/2008/06/05/one-foot-in-front-of-the-other/comment-page-1/#comment-30762 CeCe Fri, 06 Jun 2008 21:21:23 +0000 http://ytwd.net/diary/2008/06/05/one-foot-in-front-of-the-other/#comment-30762 Thanks, Guitar. :) You may feel differently though when you find you need more time from me or attention - or for me to reply back to your notes that you leave me in IM/Email, etc. Which is completely understandable. I am indeed a flake - not in the dismissive I don't care about anyone else and I'm a selfish narcissistic bitch type of way - but in a - what I mean to do and what I end up doing are sometimes in complete opposition to one another kind of way. Hopefully you'll understand and recognize the truer me. Thanks for sticking in there though ... guitar in hand. xoxo Thanks, Guitar. :) You may feel differently though when you find you need more time from me or attention – or for me to reply back to your notes that you leave me in IM/Email, etc. Which is completely understandable. I am indeed a flake – not in the dismissive I don’t care about anyone else and I’m a selfish narcissistic bitch type of way – but in a – what I mean to do and what I end up doing are sometimes in complete opposition to one another kind of way. Hopefully you’ll understand and recognize the truer me.

Thanks for sticking in there though … guitar in hand.

xoxo

]]> By: GuitarGentlyWeeps http://ytwd.net/diary/2008/06/05/one-foot-in-front-of-the-other/comment-page-1/#comment-30756 GuitarGentlyWeeps Fri, 06 Jun 2008 17:32:06 +0000 http://ytwd.net/diary/2008/06/05/one-foot-in-front-of-the-other/#comment-30756 I'll never leave ya baby... kiss kiss I’ll never leave ya baby… kiss kiss

]]> By: CeCe http://ytwd.net/diary/2008/06/05/one-foot-in-front-of-the-other/comment-page-1/#comment-30709 CeCe Thu, 05 Jun 2008 21:12:57 +0000 http://ytwd.net/diary/2008/06/05/one-foot-in-front-of-the-other/#comment-30709 Bye, Tiffy. :) I had left a message to this post on your IM but I'm pretty sure you've gone completely full circle with the fantasy of my permanent ignore tactic and changed your IM name by now. And in which case, your reading this "note" is probably unlikely. Your fans and I will miss you should you decide to go. Should you decide to speak to me (letters always worked in the past, didn't they?) then we can communicate that way as well. I thought the last time that we talked I made it pretty clear that I had a lot of stuff that I had to sort through - and the past few posts here have made it clear that my hours of being available on IM have been cut drastically. The times that I would see you before (while you were at work...) I am still sleeping - and by the time I get up (like a few hours ago, actually) you are gone. In order for me to log in at all on NF I really need to do the 4 hours whenever it seems likely for me to do it. After that, I have to have to have to have to get moving away from this computer - or I find that hours go by and I have not moved except to get something to eat, work out, and tend to Jackson. I have had to seriously change a lot of my habits for the past 2 weeks just so I could finish the things I needed to day by day - and not allow my other "demons" to shove me off course. I'm truly very sorry that you feel that I had you on permanent ignore (of any kind) - but I guess I'm really disappointed at how you are handling this, too. It's not very effective really - and it's dramatic. I really expected more from you. Having said that - as I wrote in your journal - I am sincerely happy that I met you. I have been changed for good with all that is/was Tiffy and I wish you well my sweet friend. CeCe Bye, Tiffy. :) I had left a message to this post on your IM but I’m pretty sure you’ve gone completely full circle with the fantasy of my permanent ignore tactic and changed your IM name by now. And in which case, your reading this “note” is probably unlikely. Your fans and I will miss you should you decide to go. Should you decide to speak to me (letters always worked in the past, didn’t they?) then we can communicate that way as well. I thought the last time that we talked I made it pretty clear that I had a lot of stuff that I had to sort through – and the past few posts here have made it clear that my hours of being available on IM have been cut drastically. The times that I would see you before (while you were at work…) I am still sleeping – and by the time I get up (like a few hours ago, actually) you are gone. In order for me to log in at all on NF I really need to do the 4 hours whenever it seems likely for me to do it. After that, I have to have to have to have to get moving away from this computer – or I find that hours go by and I have not moved except to get something to eat, work out, and tend to Jackson. I have had to seriously change a lot of my habits for the past 2 weeks just so I could finish the things I needed to day by day – and not allow my other “demons” to shove me off course.

I’m truly very sorry that you feel that I had you on permanent ignore (of any kind) – but I guess I’m really disappointed at how you are handling this, too. It’s not very effective really – and it’s dramatic. I really expected more from you.

Having said that – as I wrote in your journal – I am sincerely happy that I met you. I have been changed for good with all that is/was Tiffy and I wish you well my sweet friend.

CeCe

]]> By: Tiffy http://ytwd.net/diary/2008/06/05/one-foot-in-front-of-the-other/comment-page-1/#comment-30694 Tiffy Thu, 05 Jun 2008 11:48:16 +0000 http://ytwd.net/diary/2008/06/05/one-foot-in-front-of-the-other/#comment-30694 Hi There! I sure was hoping to catch you in IM but that appears to be an impossibility! Being on permanent 'ignore' sure does suck! ::shrugs:: Anyway your techniques are effective and I wont bore on about this or that or even blah blah blah. Just wanted to pop in and say adios amigo and wave frantically one last time to Rolf!!! We *almost* went a year! Who knew? I sure had fun but, well, you know of what I speak :-) Anyway I've always been big on politeness and saying a proper goodbye as opposed to "the long farewell of the hunger strike." ::blows kisses to adoring fans:: byeeeeeeeeeee Hi There!

I sure was hoping to catch you in IM but that appears to be an impossibility! Being on permanent ‘ignore’ sure does suck! ::shrugs::

Anyway your techniques are effective and I wont bore on about this or that or even blah blah blah. Just wanted to pop in and say adios amigo and wave frantically one last time to Rolf!!!

We *almost* went a year! Who knew? I sure had fun but, well, you know of what I speak :-) Anyway I’ve always been big on politeness and saying a proper goodbye as opposed to “the long farewell of the hunger strike.”

::blows kisses to adoring fans::

byeeeeeeeeeee

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