To give a quick “hello”. Hopefully you’re all following my tweet feed that gets updated quite a bit more frequently then this here blog. You can find the little birdie on the right of this post (side bar) and add me – or you can just remember to check in here to read my updates from the comfort of my own page. I know how overwhelming new places can be.

So – I started school since the last post (I think. I mean I think I hadn’t posted since I started school, not I think I started school…). School is, once again, kicking my ass. But the good part about it is that, for the most part, I’m enjoying the ass kicking it provides. My sleep pattern is all messed up (um – it’s 4:00AM currently!) and I have homework up the arse, but I’m enjoying my classes (most of them) and enjoying my teachers even more. I’m taking an Anthropology lab, Algebra, and English Literature II. Thankfully I have tutors for Anthropology AND Algebra (Karl and Doc B.) so I just might pass those two subjects (haha!). Actually, let me stop pretending to be the typical “dumb blonde” and fess up. I’m smart. I’m not always LOGICAL, but I can apply myself to subjects I don’t excel in if I put in the time and effort, it’s easy for me to express myself so I do well in the humanities I also do well in English classes, I know how to apply my stubbornness and make it work for me, and I can charm the socks off of any professor if need be. I’m also learning to finally apply myself to things from the beginning instead of petering out towards the end when things get tedious and a bit boring. Sound familiar? I’m not always good at gauging how long a task will take, and so I’m often times overwhelmed by the amount of homework or reading I need to do, but I’m getting better at managing my time. Sometimes you just don’t have time to do EVERYTHING in your life, but I’m learning to make decisions I can live with. Like I said, I’m pretty smart. I get it.

So like I was saying before I side tracked myself, I started school. And with school comes schedule changes and messed up sleeping patterns, and later hours, and multi-tasking, and shortened patience and fuses, oh my. I can’t do it all so I’m not going to try. But I AM going to have a good year. I’m going to get A’s in all of my classes (yeah, even Algebra) and I’m going to enjoy my free time when I get it. So, give me a little bit of time (a week or so) to work out how everything is going to fit together. I need some time to know how many hours I need to complete my homework –especially my reading assignments (my English Lit class is no joke! I already read Huck Finn, 10 Emily D. poems, A Henry James short story, and my all time favorite poet Walt Whitman!, and it’s only the 4th week of classes!). I also totally believe that a social life is crucial for — well anyone with a pulse! All work and no play makes for a very dull and scripted phone sex girl. If I don’t go to the mall how else will you get the pleasure of hearing about my make up hauls? If I don’t ever go the DMV – how would you ever be blessed with my fantasies I create while waiting among California’s finest (ahah!). If I never go to a sing-a-long, how will you ever have the pleasure of hearing me sing Lonely Goatherd? All these things contribute to not only my sanity but your entertainment. Imagine how dull and boring I’d be if I never stepped out of the house or associated with the rest of the world? Yeah, I know, sex slave tied up in the basement sounds strangely erotic to me, too. But it can’t be. Yet. In a few weeks this schedule should be clearer to me and I’ll set times that you can definitely find me. For now – here’s the tentative schedule for the rest of the week. As always, if you happen to find me not on during these times, send me a message. There’s something in it for you if you do!

Wednesday: Noon-3:00PM. 10/10:30PM – 1:00AM (or so).
Thursday: 9PM-2/3:00AM (Earlier Evening Hours Available by request)
Friday: TBA. Will log in during the morning, and will log in during the evening hours as well. If you’d like to set up a specific appt, please email me and I’ll make arrangements to be on at a specific time for you.
Saturday: OFF Looks like I will be unavailable for all of Saturday. It’s possible that I’ll have a few hours in the later part of the morning (10:30AM/11:00AM – 2:00PM) but I’ll probably only be able to log in late Saturday night/early Sunday Morning…
Sunday: 1:00PM-10:00PM.

I have a busy weekend ahead of me and it looks like Saturday will more than likely be a day I take off completely. If you want to catch me this weekend you should aim for Sunday afternoon or Friday evening/early Saturday Morning.

Ok – this “quick update” ended up being a regular blog post. It’s 4:41AM and I should try to get a few minutes of sleep before I get up again and get ready for the school day. I am logged in now for some sleepy morning sex, but you better hurry while I’m still sort of coherent. Sleepy sex in person is pretty hot, but sleepy sex over the phone might be more of a study on dreams and sleep talking than getting any sort of sexual relief. Just sayin’.

Hi. My name is CeCe and I’m an addict. It’s been about a week since my last binge.

I’ve been an addict for several years, but my addiction went from bad to sick when a former makeup sugar daddy took a break from his role as supplier. I took matters into my own hands and things suddenly took a turn for the worst.

At first my itch could be scratched with a few choice palettes from Coastal Scents, but then my addiction grew beyond the confines Coastal Scents provided. I started watching Youtube videos of make up “gurus” – women who taught tutorials on make up application, and everything that went into their recreation of the dozens of make up looks, had to be mine. If they said they used urban decay primer potion, then I needed urban decay primer potion. Sugarpill Cosmetics? Then I needed the entire collection as well (Wait a minute! She has NEW loose shadows?!? OMG. They are soooo pretty! And can you even stand the names of her products? Paperdoll? Stella? Birthday Girl? I had them all until these new ones came out and now I must have all the new ones, too!! See?? *faints*). Urban Decay Book Of Shadows that often times feature the same recycled eyeshadows disguised under different names? Didn’t matter – I had to have those, too. My collection that once fit into a modest old fashioned make up case, now expanded to several sterlite stack up drawers. As one of my make up pushers revealed, I now have over 1000 eyeshadow colors, close to 100 nail polishes and a drawer filled with 75 lipsticks from nyx cosmetics, wet & wild, and MAC – my latest obsession.

I’ve always been an admirer of MAC collections, but I’m fairly certain that they are the devil. Their well calculated plans fit right into the heart and mind of every addict. The frequently release new collections that boast of special edition never to be repeated eyeshadows, lip glosses, pigments, etc. They package them in pretty little containers like “hello kitty” and then offer make over parties at their pro stores. They also make it easy for you to collect their little pans of makeup crack by offering palettes that need to be filled up. These palettes consist of 15 lonely holes all crying out for the next pretty eyeshadow. At first, naive, I got one of the eyeshadow palettes. It was economical to get them. 1 eyeshadow in it’s regular packaging costs 14 dollars. One eyeshadow that fits neatly into the palettes only cost 11 bucks. Sure the initial palette costs 15 dollars, but then the savings begin immediately, I thought. Besides, I don’t have to have the whole palette filled up – I’ll just get a few eyeshadows every now and again. How very wrong I was. 2 palettes later, I’m looking forward to starting my NEW palette of just neutral colors, since my green eyeshadows, plum-purple-pink shadows, and blue shadows are all fighting for palettes of their very own. With this new MAC obsession firmly rooted in my make up addicted heart, I started spending at least $100 dollars every week to get my fix. I knew deep down inside I was out of control, but how could I stop when it felt SO good. I needed more. More. MORE! And that is precisely when I knew I needed help. Help. HELP!

Enter – Manic Makeup Monday. MMM will take place the first Monday of every month. Whatever money I make on that Monday will be my budget for my makeup for the entire month. If I make $40 dollars on a particular MMM – that will be my budget. Makeup, for clarity sake, is any cosmetic – nail polish and eyelashes included. I don’t have to spend my MMM funds that month (as if!) and can save it for the following month if a particular collection is coming up (The MAC Villainess Collection that comes out in late October looks SICK! I seriously want it all!). But I can not, under any circumstances, spend more than what I make on that ONE monday a month. Of course, if some of you want to take pity on a girl who is seriously make jonesing and needs a quick fix, you’re welcome to purchase my drug for me on my behalf. Call me for details.

So – thank you in advance for calling me today. Some girls love shoes. Some girls love clothes. Some girls collect jewelry and accessories and purses and stuff. I collect little compacts filled with pretty colored cream and lotions and pigments. I’m addicted to pretty – what is the harm in that?